Author: Gillian Stewart

  • Waiting in between

    Sometimes our journey through life can enter seasons where everything appears to come to a standstill, there’s silence, there’s darkness, somebody has pushed the pause button and we find ourselves in a place of waiting. The next step seems unclear. We struggle to see the way ahead like we use to and fear with doubt knocks at our faith. We know what God has said and the promises he has already spoken but doubt creeps in and we begin to question Gods ways and the reasons why we are where we are and not where we think we should be.

    Why is it that we find it so hard to embrace the seasons of waiting?

    Those times that arise in our lives where we find ourselves in an in-between place, where there are moments we are reminded of what God has spoken and promised but we have to wait for it to unfold. We find ourselves in a place, in a season with no other choice but to trust, hope, remain faithful, be patient and wait.

    Maybe if we learned how to recognise those times and seasons in our lives more clearly we would learn how to embrace the opportunities that life brings in those in-between seasons of waiting for the promise and allowing our heavenly father to do a deeper work in us that prunes and reshapes our character to become more like Him. So often we tend to run in the opposite direction or try and hide because there are parts of our lives that are just too painful in those moments to let Him in.

    Surely these are moments in our lives that are to be embraced, to be treasured, where the place of waiting in-between becomes a beautiful exchange in our intimacy with our heavenly father, where we capture a deeper understanding about His love for us, our love for Him, His love for others and His plan and purpose for our lives.

    We may never know how long the waiting in our life time will be, to see certain promises of God fulfilled but our journey with God is so much more important than we will probably ever truly realise.

    Our walk of obedience really matters.

    For what we may not see or fully understand now in our life time – one day we will see everything much more clearly. One day we will see Him face to face.

    Life is full of moments with spaces and places where hoping, waiting, asking and searching are both a wonder and mystery that I will never fully understand.

    One things for sure -waiting in between – keeps me hoping, trusting and seeking to be closer to the one in whom all things are known.

  • Your steadfast love

    Through every storm
    Your peace is always there
    Even when I see on the horizon
    A tide of change emerging
    In each and every moment
    When waves come crashing in
    Where there’s a toss, even a turn
    Your steadfast love remains
    An anchor to my soul

    When I struggle to understand
    The depths of your knowledge
    And the wisdom of your ways
    When everything around seems uncertain
    And doubts echo along the way
    There’s one thing that remains faithful
    This I know is sure
    Your steadfast love remains
    An anchor to my soul

    When I find myself searching for answers
    To the mystery of your grace
    Your compassion for the broken hearted
    And for those who stand tall
    I’m lost in the wonder
    By the hidden beauty of it all
    Even in the hardest of moments
    Your steadfast love remains
    An anchor to my soul

    For you know my every thought
    Hear my daily prayer
    Through all of my searching
    To understand your reasons along the way
    You whisper words of amazing grace
    Bringing comfort and perfect peace
    One thing I know for sure
    Your steadfast love remains
    An anchor to my soul